i haven't cried in awhile but i did last night over a boy just look at that.
not even sad tears. and i suppose it wasn't over him. i was mostly just mad at myself for rushing things and not letting things happen organically. For some reason i want to be in control of everything and so i try to force people i like to like me back and it never fucking works how have i not learned that already.
in less dramatic news i have creative writing today. i really like that class. i haven't been writing more per se, but i'm trying new things with my writing so i guess that's a plus. mondays are reading days so i have to bring a book to ~inspire~ me for next class when we write. I chose a book by Sandra Cisneros (not the house on mango street) i'll look up its title later when it's not buried in my book bag.
last night on facebook people i'm "friends" with were using homosexual slurs like it was nobody's business and so I said something about it and only one person took me seriously. it's kind of sad and discouraging to see stuff like that but w/e. i think i've reconnected with an old friend because of it though. he has apparently tried talking to those people about why using those words is not okay. he's pretty chill.
more updates to come, i suppose.
edit: i've had a panic at the disco song stuck in my head all weekend. this is troubling because i don't even really like patd.
not even sad tears. and i suppose it wasn't over him. i was mostly just mad at myself for rushing things and not letting things happen organically. For some reason i want to be in control of everything and so i try to force people i like to like me back and it never fucking works how have i not learned that already.
in less dramatic news i have creative writing today. i really like that class. i haven't been writing more per se, but i'm trying new things with my writing so i guess that's a plus. mondays are reading days so i have to bring a book to ~inspire~ me for next class when we write. I chose a book by Sandra Cisneros (not the house on mango street) i'll look up its title later when it's not buried in my book bag.
last night on facebook people i'm "friends" with were using homosexual slurs like it was nobody's business and so I said something about it and only one person took me seriously. it's kind of sad and discouraging to see stuff like that but w/e. i think i've reconnected with an old friend because of it though. he has apparently tried talking to those people about why using those words is not okay. he's pretty chill.
more updates to come, i suppose.
edit: i've had a panic at the disco song stuck in my head all weekend. this is troubling because i don't even really like patd.
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